MRMB<3

I'M MISSING YOU LIKE CRAZYY!

I Love You Mark Randy Miguel Baltazar.

" Always & Fo'eva"

Feeling...

sick, shitt. loosing my voicee.

well, its been awhile since i went on my blogger.

but, i have some unspoken feelings that i jsst need to let out.

i've been feeling pretty shitty, for the past few days. i dont know why. i think its because of the fact, that it doesnt even feel like we're together. i mean yeah, i see you in school & we kiss and shiit when we see each other but, you DONT even call me anymore, you say things like your mom hides the phone from you & you tired when you get home cus you go home late, but still. i mean i knw we jsst went spend time last saturday, but i feel so DISTANT from you.

"im mostly with my girls, and your mostly with your boys"

Ugh,;( i knww it may seem that im ohkay but, in the inside i feel sad, behind that smile theres so much tears that are ready to burst out but i dont show it, because i dont want it to affect my girls. i dont want them to knw that i feel like this. cus if im sad, then their gonna be sad. & plus i jsst wanna have fun while i have my time with my girls, i dont wanna be all sad & shii. & plus i need to take advantage in the school times, because thats like the only times when we're all together. after, school we separate. Me & kim go gloria's house, drazen, cj, amie, and hannah go kams. Shy and steph either go with each other to zippys, home or with their boyfriends, and val jsst does her own thing go soccer practice, home, or kams with amie them if can.

as you can see, theres alot in my mind right nows, but i'll jsst replace it with a smile & a laugh.

" You gotta be able to smile with all the bullshit"

- Tupac.

PUNK.

TODAY;

wasss borrring. went school thats all.

then after school went to " his" houseee. had funnn :]

ahahahahha lols

tomarrow, my houseeee

Fried oreos ^___^

friday: same old same old

saturday: VALENTINES DAYYY <3

MOVIES?

STORM.

never even show, yesterday. school got canceled ^_____________^

so, we went to serviceee, && waimanaloo.

went to a party, but was so boringggg. lols

went homeee around 2:00am, in the back of the truck was fuckingg icee colddd.

todayy, stehed homee, went kams for eat YUMMYS!

and bought a dress at jeanwear houseee.

tomarrow, cruzing? i think lols

OMG.

YESTERDAY:
was funnn, went moviessss. THE UNBORN, was a good movieeeee.
thenn, went to my houseee for PARTYY :D
went cruzinggg ahahah lols.
fuckennn hannah and drazennn scaryy usss the fuck outtt. LOLS

TODAYYYYY;
whatt a crazzyy dayyy! no one was homee at cj's housee so we went drive the papa's carrr.
BANGED the poleeeee. GO CJ! lols
fuckkennn almostt dieddd ahahaha.
so, its jsst meee, drazen, and cj.


AURIGHTT :]


2 more days till school :[

MY GIRLS :]

Kimmy, Amie, Cj, Hannah, Baba, Steph, Shy, and Shannon. S.

Iloveyouguyss :D
thank you guys for everythinggg. im so happy to have you girls, as my friendsss., We had so muchh funn together. Going to the movies, beach, and parttiesss. espically them LATE NIGHT CRUSINGS. ahahah lols.
FRESHMEN YEAR.
never thought it would be likee thisss, gott to knowww alot of peoplee better. we got so closeee,
cant wait to spend the rest of my high school year with you guysss.

LOVEE YOU GUYS LONGG TIMEE <3

SHOPPING

jsst came from pearls

bought newww jeans and shirts ^__________^

wass funnn.

GENKI tomarrow :]